

Gift of SightDo I really see myself harshly? Or do I really see myself period? I admit over time as I see I see how blind I really am. To others. To myself. To the world. I need new sight. He gives it to me. Now if I could just take the glasses and put them on. Vision becomes much clearer.Gift of Sight
But I still insist on blinders sometimes. I need to let go of them Walk by faith, not by sight. I think I do. But find out along the way how sometimes, and some ways I don't. So I am reminded


Tear Out The Rotting FleshMy life flashed before my eyes the other day Blinders I put on were taken off. Did I leave so much carnage? Mostly unintentional, some by choice. But never meant with malice. Many cases thinking I was doing right. The road to hell is paved with good intentions. That didn't matter to who I hurt. Everyone. I wished forgiveness but didn't expect it. I got some, but not really. Oh, they said they forgave. But the distance emotionally and physically and snide remarks, I knew reality. And it was then I saw how selfish I am. How evil I am. ITear Out The Rotting Flesh


FaithfulnessWhat did the Lord say? You have been healed, go and sin no more. So why do I? Is it my human nature? My hardened heart? Don't I appreciate, fathom, the completeness of the work He has done He continues to do in me? What do I seek really? And why does it compel me? The further I advance in my journey the more I see how hideous I am. Filthy rags not covered from gas and oil no THOSE rags, menstrual, ugly, discarded. And He still loves me? Really? That is what blows my mind. That is wFaithfulness


Birthday PresentIt wasn't what I had planned.Birthday Present
I wasn't what I had hoped.
Your birthday is to be a special day.
But instead it is ruined, because of me.
I keep thinking I am hated for what I have done
and how I have done it.
But I must reach out to say
what the quick passing of time wouldn't allow.
I am so truly sorry for the hurt I have caused you.
I am so truly sorry that I dashed the dreams.
I know your hurt, I feel it too.
I feel dirty and ashamed for what I have done &nbs
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